me, unfold

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have you ever felt so low?
so low that you feel that you just wanna grab a hammer and with a full blast, hit yourself on the head..
'Bang!'...you'd just dissapeared in the air?
or you just wanna hang around the bed and eats bucket full of ice cream and die old without having to go out or even see the sun?

lately, i just have a feeling of doing those crazy and nonsense acts..
bodoh sungguh!!entah kenapa...seakan self-esteem sudah terbuang ke dalam longkang!
yerp, i don't feel like i have the thing that we called self-esteem anymore..

*sigh* ---- i am(deeply)trying to breath.

You see I am the bravest girl

You will ever come to meet

Yet I shrink down to nothing

At the thought of someone

Really seeing me

I think my heart is wrapped around

And tangled up in winding weeds

But I don't wanna go on living

Being so afraid of showing

Someone else my imperfections

And even though my feet

Are trembling

And every word I say I'm stumbling

I will bare it all...

Unfold

These hands that I hold

Behind my back are

Bound and broken

By my own doing

And I can't feel

Anything anymore

I need a touch to remind me

I'm still real

and I will allow someone to love me

I will allow someone to love me

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***hey peeps, just got back from somewhere tu...not in a mood of ramblings about the trip..mood saya celaru dengan orang bermuka-muka !@#$%^&*()_
benci!i promise u guys i'll story every single thing later k..maybe bila saya bangun pagi esok saya ok ke...miss you guys so much!!!tunggu eh.....

xoxo
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