obsess ke?

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yesterday i was craving for KFC. i emailed the girls (the usual : Min, Um, Didi, Puan Lin) asked them to berbuka KFC. Min asked to tapau the KFC and berbuka at her house. So, i went to Alamanda to meet Didi there. Right before keluar dari office, i went to see Wan K. and i told him that my left eye cam ada blockage something (ala, when your vision jadik cam ala2 berpinar tu). he asked me whether i have migrain. mana ada menatang migrain itu. um ada lah. hehehe and as i was driving to Alamanda it became worst! 180 degree of vision has turned to around 45 degree je. sebelah kiri je plak tu. wah, risau nye..tapi kugagahi diri ni untuk ke G2000 dan membeli sehelai dua shirt untuk birthday present yang tertangguh! usai membeli, i quickly grab the plastic bag, with one-eye-vision left and indescribable headache, went straight to KFC and bought mini bucket for Min and I. right after i paid the parking ticket, i quickly headed to Min's. sampai je sana, aku dah lunyai. angin menderu2 keluar (dari mulut, bukan dari bawah ye). Min tolong picit. Picit. Burp. Picit. Burp. Endless.

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i threw up around 4 times and the only things that came out from my stomach was water. then only i realize. i had'nt had nasik since my birthday!!!!!it was like a week ago!ok, yes. i am obsess with my weight. i am crazy to be super thin!i hate the thing they call 'lilitan asmara' around my waist! before Ramadan, i weighed around 45-46kg. being a small size or petite me (i am 5' 2''), i really need to cut down my weight. at least to 43. and after 2 weeks of puasa, my current weight is 42kg. that's the result of not makan nasik for a whole week kah?oh, saya tidak sanggup. kalau kurus tapi sakit, saya tak mau. saya nak makan! makan! dan makan!

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mak pun sudah membebel. and last nite, when i reached home, mak paksa me to makan nasik with lauk masak lemak udang! huhuhu i did. 4 suap je + seketul cold drumstick chicken that i bought from the KFC. took a shot of aspirin and boom. this morning i get up and feel a bit drowsy. i stuffed in a cup of low fat fresh milk and a bar of cadbury's Zip. i really need my nasik goreng cina yang panas right now!!!!!!!!!!

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owh, i got a thing to settle...

later peeps...cayang semua ;)

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xoxo

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